I'm just so excited!!! Craig is going to be here in 20 days and I'm totally crazy about it.
The closer it gets to him being here the more scared I get. I'm already putting a lot of presser on myself to make everything perfect and I know things are just not going to go according to plan and I'm going to feel like it's all my fault. I know it's totally silly. I just need to enjoy myself. Part of me feels like if I just get all these fears and feelings out now that when he is here I can just be in the moment and I will have let go of all this stuff. Here's hoping anyway.
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